AA is fumigating again- get the plastic!

Time to clean up around here, blow off the dust and  fumigate the brain

*whips out feather boa*

Wait, THAT’s for dusting off other things....

*Lays down plastic, covers walls, prepares for mental fumigation*

*big cloud of smoke*

I am suffering from self censorship on my own blog these days.  I have ruminated over some things to post, but out of fear of discovery, or having already been discovered, I have not.  I come over here with the best of intentions, or the best of bad, foul mouthed venting intentions , I log in, open up a new post and then that little fucktard of a voice comes out..

“Well you better not write about that! Or that! Or what the hell are you writing, that blows chunks. That is too bitchy, that is not funny, that is, well, is! Why are you blogging anyway?”

Which is the question of the day? Why am I blogging? Why am I not blogging?

The good/bad news about this is that I am experiencing the same sort of lack luster, hiding, mental laziness in my life outside of bloggy land. I have been trying to implement a few much needed changes in my life and suffice it to say that isn’t going all that well. Perhaps it is the laziness that is summer, perhaps I would much rather plunk my ass ( that isn’t getting any smaller- see much needed changes above) in a lawn chair and consume far too many beverages of the alcoholic variety. That sounds like much more fun on a summer evening than trying to actually implement any of said changes. And so here we sit, going round and round and NOT burning off any of those calories consumed!

I feel like I am stuck in the airplane on the tarmack just waiting for the go ahead to take off, but something keeps delaying the flight!

*lays down more plastic*

*sits down, grabs a drink*

So, my bloggy friends. Have you been in a holding pattern too? And what exactly are we going to do to get the hell out of it?

AA