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I feel the need
Posted by Amethyst Anne
to perhaps explain a few things.
As you now know, I am married to Xtreme and to say, shit has gone sideways for us as of late. There are a few things that I would really like to say about him, and I have no intention of making this a huge love fest by any stretch of the imagination. What I will say its this...
I love him. And most importantly I am in love with him. After 12 years together, sometimes you have to sift through the crap to realise what is really important. Sometimes you have to pause to regroup, reconnect to move forward, together. The hard part for me is that we have always been very private about our relationship and how we feel towards each other, we have never shared certain parts of our most intimate relationship, (good or bad), well, publicly. That has always been for us. So now, we have had a most public fight which is not like us, and has been one of the most difficult things to do.
I am honoured and I mean this with the most sincerity, that he wants to share this part of his life with me. And now here is where y'all come in.
Throughout this whole fiasco, support and encouragement have come from places I would have never expected, and for that, I thank you.
I thank you for your support and friendship you have now extended to me, but most of all for the circling of the wagons around my husband. He really is a great guy, even if he doesn't think so.
I suppose I totally did make this a love fest... oops...
As you now know, I am married to Xtreme and to say, shit has gone sideways for us as of late. There are a few things that I would really like to say about him, and I have no intention of making this a huge love fest by any stretch of the imagination. What I will say its this...
I love him. And most importantly I am in love with him. After 12 years together, sometimes you have to sift through the crap to realise what is really important. Sometimes you have to pause to regroup, reconnect to move forward, together. The hard part for me is that we have always been very private about our relationship and how we feel towards each other, we have never shared certain parts of our most intimate relationship, (good or bad), well, publicly. That has always been for us. So now, we have had a most public fight which is not like us, and has been one of the most difficult things to do.
I am honoured and I mean this with the most sincerity, that he wants to share this part of his life with me. And now here is where y'all come in.
Throughout this whole fiasco, support and encouragement have come from places I would have never expected, and for that, I thank you.
I thank you for your support and friendship you have now extended to me, but most of all for the circling of the wagons around my husband. He really is a great guy, even if he doesn't think so.
I suppose I totally did make this a love fest... oops...
