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Where oh where did my get up and go??
Go?
I seem to be severely lacking in the get up and go aspect of my life. I have been floundering around in some sort of post holiday liquor and food induced haze. Add in some general apathy, several snowstorms and I just don't feel like getting up in the morning. Trust me, my bed is warm and comfortable and has lots of pillows so it really hasn't been helping much either.
As a result of this general apathy I have decided to make some changes in my life.
These changes are not earth shattering or life altering, well maybe a little life altering depending on how things go- we'll see. They are NOT new year resolutions- my god! I would never do that..well out loud anyway! Those nasty little bastards stay right inside the brain where only I can pass judgement.
No these life altering changes are much more mundane and personal. For example, on the off case there is anyone who still reads this little mind dump area and are now letting their imaginations run away with themselves, there are very certain aspects of my life that I couldn't be happier with:
Disclaimer: These include but are not limited to, The man I live with, Cub, fur kids (although we could have a special life lesson session for the cats on how to behave when you have company, and thou shalt not howl and scratch my nose at 4am, or while I appreciate the love, biting my ass in the middle of the night is not a cat given right.) and a few friends.
Nope these changes have to do with me. So far all I have done is thought about them , which I really think is a good first step. At least I am thinking about them and not hiding them somewhere in the recesses of my brain to collect dust. The verdict is still out if I will actually get off my ass and implement some of the changes that I want.
That shit takes EFFORT yo!
So instead, I lay in bed and beat myself up for only 'thinking' about thinking about making some changes to me/my life. How's that for fucktarded!! Gotta love the dysfunctional brain when it is functioning at its best.
In short, I'm still around, even though I may have spent more time this past week thinking about blogging than actually blogging, I was THINKING about it and by my current rationale, I was thinking about blogging which means I was thinking about you!
*head starts pounding*
I have now thought too much and said very little.
Really this was a long drawn out, mind dump to say;
Happy new year!!!!
*crawls back into bed*
So, anyone else thought about thinking about making any not new years resolutions?
Smooches!
I seem to be severely lacking in the get up and go aspect of my life. I have been floundering around in some sort of post holiday liquor and food induced haze. Add in some general apathy, several snowstorms and I just don't feel like getting up in the morning. Trust me, my bed is warm and comfortable and has lots of pillows so it really hasn't been helping much either.
As a result of this general apathy I have decided to make some changes in my life.
These changes are not earth shattering or life altering, well maybe a little life altering depending on how things go- we'll see. They are NOT new year resolutions- my god! I would never do that..well out loud anyway! Those nasty little bastards stay right inside the brain where only I can pass judgement.
No these life altering changes are much more mundane and personal. For example, on the off case there is anyone who still reads this little mind dump area and are now letting their imaginations run away with themselves, there are very certain aspects of my life that I couldn't be happier with:
Disclaimer: These include but are not limited to, The man I live with, Cub, fur kids (although we could have a special life lesson session for the cats on how to behave when you have company, and thou shalt not howl and scratch my nose at 4am, or while I appreciate the love, biting my ass in the middle of the night is not a cat given right.) and a few friends.
Nope these changes have to do with me. So far all I have done is thought about them , which I really think is a good first step. At least I am thinking about them and not hiding them somewhere in the recesses of my brain to collect dust. The verdict is still out if I will actually get off my ass and implement some of the changes that I want.
That shit takes EFFORT yo!
So instead, I lay in bed and beat myself up for only 'thinking' about thinking about making some changes to me/my life. How's that for fucktarded!! Gotta love the dysfunctional brain when it is functioning at its best.
In short, I'm still around, even though I may have spent more time this past week thinking about blogging than actually blogging, I was THINKING about it and by my current rationale, I was thinking about blogging which means I was thinking about you!
*head starts pounding*
I have now thought too much and said very little.
Really this was a long drawn out, mind dump to say;
Happy new year!!!!
*crawls back into bed*
So, anyone else thought about thinking about making any not new years resolutions?
Smooches!
